The Gift of Prophecy...

A couple weeks ago on July 4th I attended a new church with a friend of mine to a place in San Bernardino called Kingdom Culture Worship Center. My friend Chris has told me about it amazing it is and although it's a small and growing church, the Holy Spirit is so powerful there and it's such a free place to worship and I needed to experience it. He also shared with me that the pastor there, Sherman Dumas, who has the gift of prophecy. I was scared and to be honest a little skeptical about the whole thing because I had never experienced anything like that before, but only read about it in the Scripture. I knew that type of gift existed but I just wasn't sure because people these days, especially in America, use that type of gift as a rouse to con people. I did a lot of praying about it and after I heard so many positive things about it from respected believers, I decided to go to their morning service.

It goes without saying that I was blown away. The worship time was probably one of the most liberating and blessed worship times I've had with the Lord in a long time. I felt so free and at peace with the Lord and there was no doubt about it that the Spirit was full of life there! The message was wonderful and it talked about how we ourselves should be offering ourselves up to the Lord as sacrifices and how to worship Him the way we were design to worship Him. And at the very end after the offering was given, Sherman got up and looked at me and asked me to come down because the Lord has showed him something and He had a message for me. I was blown away by what was said and I knew it was the Lord because a lot of what was said were things I had only prayed about with the Lord. Here's the video (I'm a couple minutes into the video with a blue flannel shirt) If the video doesn't work use this link:

http://www.livestream.com/kingdomculturetv/video?clipId=pla_60118474-bff8-4abb-b6f5-40929cd2812c

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I left encouraged, inspired, overwhelmed, and so very blessed! Since then I have heard God more clearly and sought to be a better child of God for the benefit of what God's purpose for me is in this life. I pray you are blessed by this video as I was. God is mighty and powerful and so very gracious! To Him be all the glory forever and ever!!!

My Journey Through the Word!

I mentioned a couple posts back that one of my goals was to go through the Bible in one year or less. Along the way really meditating on what I am reading and learning about while taking copious notes to help me absorb all the rich knowledge and wisdom also doing my best to live out what God has shown me each day. I am happy to say that I am on Day #11. These last 11 days has been an incredible time of just eye-opening information and wisdom. I look forward to stories I have heard before and seeing them through the perspective I have now through all of my years of biblical studies classes. Also, I seem to just relish in the new stories that I had never heard before and really getting a beautiful image of who our Creator is and and how He used people in the Bible. I feel so honored that I get to see their lives just unfold and see their Author of their life stories just beautifully illustrate their purpose and His will for their lives.

Through these last 11 days it has inspired me to take a deep look at myself and meditate on what God wills for me and how I'm doing at being more sensitive to His calling and desire for my life. I have learned so much and look forward to each day I get to spend in the Word. I have come away with a refreshed appreciation for the privilege I have by just being able to openly spend time in the Scriptures while other parts of the world have to keep it a secret and risk their lives preserving God's Word. I am humbled by that fact and just come to God in awe and thanks for His mercy and grace on me as well as my brothers and sisters across the globe who share His Spirit.

Please pray for me as I take this journey through Scripture, that it would never become just a routine but that it would fill me up everyday and allow me to break down the walls around my heart so that I may grow in Him more and more. Pray for all those I come in contact with that I would display the Joy of Him in my life and the courage to share His mercy. Pray for growth and maturity and continuing to attempt to be in God's will each and every day!

Love & Blessings to all who read this!

It Was Love At First Touch....

Thanks to my amazingly kind, giving, and wonderful boyfriend...as a belated Graduation gift, I picked up my new iPhone 4 yesterday! After several years of waiting, I'm happy to say I'm a proud and very excited iPhone owner! :) Sadly, the hardest part was picking which 6 GB out of my 28GB filled iPod (Athena) to transfer to my new phone without overloading it. That was a rough filtering process, but after about an hour-I'm satisfied with my musical stylings of my amazing new phone! Now I'm just awaiting my pretty blue case and my scratch proof frosted screen shield to come in (hopefully in a week) so that I won't have to carry around my new phone like it's a newborn child!

My favorite free app so far would be my Bible App where I can look at any translation and it helps you set up one of dozens of reading programs to get you through the bible in a year or discipleship programs and so much more! It'll be my new best friend! :) What an awesome thing! Thanks for listening and sharing in my joy of my new amazing gift that'll help me to do so many things more efficiently and give my Max (my awesome 12 inch, 5 yr old laptop) a bit of a breather!

Goals-To Get Started You Must Have A Destination

As I write this I just am amazing on how quickly the month of june has gone by and how july is already around the corner! This whole concept of time has flown by much quicker than I remember it when I was younger. The Lord has really brought to my attention just how precious each day, each hour, and each moment is and how important it is to rely on Him in these short spans of time. As most of you know, I am a constant "goal-maker." I make goals for every school year, golf season, and every summer. It's a habit I've had most of my life and it's my way of doing my best to fulfill a purpose the Lord has for me. Well for this summer my goals are as follows (but not limited to by any means lol):

1. Drink the recommended amount of water per day (easier said than done)
2. Trust God whole-heartedly with my finances and giving. I've always struggled with this one but sure enough the moment I began doing it and letting go of what control I thought I had, the Lord blessed and abundantly provided
3. Give away anything I don't use or need or have any intention of using. (I've found boxes of clothes I'll never wear again and electronics that are just gathering dust. Goodwill and I have become closer)
4. Do my best to see God in every situation and to also trust Him in every situation
5. Instead of tapping into my default settings and worrying about all the "what if's" in my life, I'm praying instead...how theraputic!
6. My ultimate goal-I'm going to read the Bible in a year (or less). I'm on day 6 and have already learned so much

Please pray for me as I continue to work through these and live my purpose that God has intended at this point in my life! So many things have been happening and I just am seeking God's will and design for all things! Any encouragement and accountability would be greatly appreciated! :)

What Are You Waiting For?

I have become more than complacent over the last couple of years than I care to admit. With my spiritual growth and search for wisdom that is. It has just come to my attention how lukewarm I have become in regards to spiritual life and how difficult it is for me to make it a priority. This is not easy for me to admit, nor am I very proud of this however, it deserves to be said and it deserves to be rectified.

Through the last few weeks I have been slowly working through Francis Chan's book Crazy Love. It has punched me right in the stomach some days and has really forced me to really examine myself as 2 Corinthians 13:5 says, "Examine yourselves to see if your faith is genuine. Test yourselves. Surely you know that Jesus Christ is among you; if not, you have failed the test of genuine." I have found that I am guilty of being lukewarm and of not going outside of what I feel to be comfortable. I've done what I can to be "godly enough" and acceptable enough to see the Lord when He decides my time is up, but I have come to really ask myself, "Is that really helping anyone or is it just pleasing yourself?"

I have let a lot of people down but most importantly I have let down the one person in my life that has been with me through thick and thin, death and life, joy and pain, growth and setbacks....Jesus. I have not given Him the attention, love, and worship that He deserves and I have come to find that I cannot change on my own but only through His Spirit. I can only learn how to love Him more and more genuinely with His help. My prayer is to love Him more and to want to love Him more. It won't be easy because I'm such a faulty human being but with the Lord's help, anything is possible.

This is a prayer from Francis Chan's book and it spoke volumes to me today and it will be my prayer that will guide me to the place where I need to be:

"Jesus, I need to give myself up. I am not strong enough to love You and walk with You on my own. I can't do it, and I need You. I need You deeply and desperately. I believe You are worth it, that You are better than anything else I could have in this life or the next. I want You. And when I don't, I want to want You. Be all in me. Take all of me. Have Your way with me."

Amen.

My Last Round Of College Golf...I Bid Adieu

4 years ago, I never thought this day would come quickly enough and I stood amazed on my final hole of day #4 of our National Championships in Rapid City, South Dakota with the realization that the last 4 years and 4 seasons have gone by so quickly I wish I still had more time. I found myself as I walked up to my final putt on the 18th green on friday getting somewhat misty eyed and overwhelmed with emotions of gratitude, bewilderment, sadness, joy, and excitement of what is to come next in my life. I was very proud of all that I had done the last 4 years and found myself every hole just praising the God I so lovingly worship for all that He has taught me, for without it, I would've never accomplished any or all of my goals I had set out.

Although, we left Rapid City with only a 3rd place trophy and not our Championship Banner that we had longed for, we were still very proud of what we had done. We put on a phenomenal performance and beat out 25 other amazing teams from all around the country! Not only that, but one of our own, Nathalie Silva from Brazil won the entire field and left with her own National Title! We were so very proud of her and just how we handled ourselves during the week. I had struggled during the second day with what I think was either food poisoning or the 24 hour flu. It hit me hard and not being able to keep food down for over 24 hours and fighting a fever off made it an uphill battle to do my best. However, the Lord gave me strength and I was able to make it through and push forward towards the final days. I hit the ball better than I have in a long time and the course just proved to be difficult for me with being so aggressive with the pins. However, I would not change a thing and I feel satisfied with my last "Hoo-rah."

I had accomplished all the goals I had set out for the season which were to being my stroke average down to a 78, shoot in the 70's for both rounds at Monterey Bay's most difficult golf course, Place in the top 10 in a tournament, achieve Academic All-American and also receive the honor of being an All-American with my performance throughout the season. I got word after my final round of Nationals that I became a 2nd team All-American honoree. It has been an amazing 8+ years of competitive golf and I've learned so much from the game and the people I've met over the years. I will never let go of those relationships and the wisdom I've gained from it.

As for now, I will be taking a long awaited break from golf for a while and just let my body heal and relax and focus on my new job and my church and catch up on some reading and studying. I know that in about 6 months (if I make it that long haha) I will be yearning to go out on the course again and it wouldn't surprise me if I paid a visit to the new CBU golf team next year and played a few holes with them just for fun. But as for now, I am anxious to start working at my permanent store at Sips Coffee in Colton tomorrow afternoon and do my best to provide for myself and to do what I can in my Walk with the Lord. I am anxious to see what He has next!

Thanks for all your prayers and support this last week and the last 8+ years! It has gotten me to the place where I am at today and I will cherish that forever. Enjoy the pictures!

Regional Champions, New Job Training & A Diploma! :) God is GOOD!

I am just really experiencing my cup being overflowed with the Lord's blessings! My Graduation went so well, a little long, and I had a wonderful get together afterwards! So many of my closest friends and family came and even a few unexpected people who I hadn't seen in years joined the festivities! I felt very much spoiled!

I was sad that I had to leave the party kind of early to head to Primm, Nevada for my last Regional golf tournament. Our team had a rough start this spring and didn't win any events and this was a huge tournament for us leading into the national tournament on the 22nd of May. The best teams in our region, most of which will be there at the National event, were there and we had to go hard to win. We did just that! We won the whole field and by 9 strokes and took home trophies! I had one of my personal best set of rounds for the year and finished in 8th place! It was a wonderful victory and I was so very proud of me and my team!

Since then, we've just been training really hard to be ready and prepared as we leave on the 22nd. It will be an intense 4 days and we are praying that our commitment and preparation will pay off and we'll bring home our National Champion rings! You all can watch us live and see how we do with each hole on www.golfstat.com so you can be in on the action.

I also started training at Sips Coffee and am slowly learning the in and outs of making coffee. It is a slow process but I'm doing really well so far. I love the people and the company itself. They are very kind, flexible, and understanding and it has been such a blessing. I start my 3rd day of training tomorrow and it feels so good to work again. I am anxious to start my Graduate School work in late August! I also just applied to help in a Counseling Ministry and my home church at Sandals. I am very excited to see what that will bring. Please keep me in prayer that I can balance everything and maintain just a healthy walk with the Lord and be active and intentional with my relationships, especially with Jovan. Till next time....<3